I Got What I Wanted For Christmas.

Christmas Break!!!! Well..it already started...and it's almost over. Huyyy. Honestly I can say this is the best Christmas Break ever and I still got a couple days left. It's been fun though...except the fact that Mickey Ds has been our chill spot every single day lol. Still fun though. Movies, mall and hanging with my baby ;]. Lancaster is boring as shit though LOL. Not much to do here, same shit over and over, its ok though, I got my baby haha. Well about me and my girl, things are going perfectly fine, except these lil bumps along the way, but its cool its cool right babe? Haha. Its just weird cause I never thought I'd fall for this girl as deep as I'm in now you know? In a good way though haha. I'm completely in love with her. Every day, every second, every moment I'm with her its something new. Everytime I just get addicted to her scent, look, touch, just everything. I guess you could say I'm head over heels? Lol. I love this feeling. And most important of all I love her, with all my heart and soul. Its just ganna suck cause I gatta leave, again. And this time we have to wait even longer like 5months I think? Its ganna be forever. But I can make it. I know I can do it forsure. Its just ganna be hard......hopefully not too hard. And hopefully nothing is ganna get in between. Hopefully nothing is ganna change. Just hopefully.  Hmmmmm. I even met her mom and saw her grandma LOL funny lol. I hope they like me though. I just don't wanna come off as "bad" or anything. I'm not that good with meeting oldheads lmao. They seem nice though. Exxceptttt her grandma. I don't think she likes me at all LOL its cool. I guess I just gatta wait for it though. Omg Jada!!! LOL she's hella adorable. She likes me too LMFAO "Gimme sum suggah!" LOL but besides meeting the usual Venessa, Melinda, random ass Jordan and all them I met some new people too. Kinda fun haha. But dam I kinda miss Joey and all them LMFAO we always talk about how were ganna hang and stuff and how I'm suppose to "hop on a track" but it never works lmao. Shit I always feel bad though you know? Idk I guess its just me. But ahem I heard someone doesn't like me cause I "lie"? About what though? Like I don't get it at all. I'm still trippin' about it! Like it just gets me so irked thinking about it.  I gatta stop lmao. It's nothing big. I just hope it doesn't get in the way of me and Julissa then were fine. Hmm dam it's 1.30 in the morning LOL lemme finish this off. I miss hanging in Philly. I miss some old friends. I miss my baby already and its only been like a couple of hours. I miss a lot of stuff. But I can't wait for 2010. New year new shit right? Well I'll continue this probably after break I'm too tired. I wanna dream lmao. Night. I Love You Julissa Loy <3 9.24.09