New Year!!!!

Whoot whoot!! LOL hella gayass moment haha. '09 is officially over at 12.00 tonight and '10 is here. It's funny how I just remembered everything that happened this year. Like from being in Philly last year around this time, summertime crusin', the drama, the fights, the love, new people, I mean mad shit happened this year. Plus what's good is that I kinda kept my New Years Resolution too. Lol. B3 duH g00D b0! !N DUh $cH00L LOL. I mean so far so good. I ain't stressin'....yet lol. I think 2010 is ganna be a good year though. I mean everything is fallin' into place good. One more year of school, around spring get my license, got my babygirl and just chill haha. I'm feelin' some road trips too. Maybe AC just for the beach lol. I haven't been there in forever. I miss it. Funnel cakes, the surroundings and vibe of it, even the old ass prostitutes at night get to me LMFAO. Well maybe not that, but still, it's fun haha. Well this new year is ganna pop. I like feel it you know? Like lfajkldfsjisfalksjfio. Only if Julissa stays with me ;[ it's ganna be hard though leaving. But summertime though right baby? We went from days, to weeks, and then is ganna come months and years ;] lol. Dam but anyways I wanna go see fireworks at Penns Landing like last year. It was hella nice but no ride. I kinda wanna go to Hershey Park to see the Big Kiss drop? I think that's whats it called ? Lol but either way I wanna spend it with Julissa. It'll be cute even if it's just for a minute. I'll start every new year with her. I'll stay with her for the rest of my life. That's my only resolution this year. Daam I gatta stop though cause all I talk about is me and her LMFAO. Sorry sorry sorry say no more LOL. I plan on getting wasted tonight though. I mean, New Years only come once a year LOL. Hopefully just hopefully haha. Some UV Green Apple is the way to go ;]. But anyways thats all I'm ganna write. I gatta shower and shit, get these crusties out my eyeeee LOL ;] xD :D =)

Happy New Years Everybody.

I Got What I Wanted For Christmas.

Christmas Break!!!! Well..it already started...and it's almost over. Huyyy. Honestly I can say this is the best Christmas Break ever and I still got a couple days left. It's been fun though...except the fact that Mickey Ds has been our chill spot every single day lol. Still fun though. Movies, mall and hanging with my baby ;]. Lancaster is boring as shit though LOL. Not much to do here, same shit over and over, its ok though, I got my baby haha. Well about me and my girl, things are going perfectly fine, except these lil bumps along the way, but its cool its cool right babe? Haha. Its just weird cause I never thought I'd fall for this girl as deep as I'm in now you know? In a good way though haha. I'm completely in love with her. Every day, every second, every moment I'm with her its something new. Everytime I just get addicted to her scent, look, touch, just everything. I guess you could say I'm head over heels? Lol. I love this feeling. And most important of all I love her, with all my heart and soul. Its just ganna suck cause I gatta leave, again. And this time we have to wait even longer like 5months I think? Its ganna be forever. But I can make it. I know I can do it forsure. Its just ganna be hard......hopefully not too hard. And hopefully nothing is ganna get in between. Hopefully nothing is ganna change. Just hopefully.  Hmmmmm. I even met her mom and saw her grandma LOL funny lol. I hope they like me though. I just don't wanna come off as "bad" or anything. I'm not that good with meeting oldheads lmao. They seem nice though. Exxceptttt her grandma. I don't think she likes me at all LOL its cool. I guess I just gatta wait for it though. Omg Jada!!! LOL she's hella adorable. She likes me too LMFAO "Gimme sum suggah!" LOL but besides meeting the usual Venessa, Melinda, random ass Jordan and all them I met some new people too. Kinda fun haha. But dam I kinda miss Joey and all them LMFAO we always talk about how were ganna hang and stuff and how I'm suppose to "hop on a track" but it never works lmao. Shit I always feel bad though you know? Idk I guess its just me. But ahem I heard someone doesn't like me cause I "lie"? About what though? Like I don't get it at all. I'm still trippin' about it! Like it just gets me so irked thinking about it.  I gatta stop lmao. It's nothing big. I just hope it doesn't get in the way of me and Julissa then were fine. Hmm dam it's 1.30 in the morning LOL lemme finish this off. I miss hanging in Philly. I miss some old friends. I miss my baby already and its only been like a couple of hours. I miss a lot of stuff. But I can't wait for 2010. New year new shit right? Well I'll continue this probably after break I'm too tired. I wanna dream lmao. Night. I Love You Julissa Loy <3 9.24.09

I'm addicted. Just tell me where to be.

Damn I rarely do these now-a-days. Gatta catch up shall we? Lol. Well life is revolving around keeping up with school, chillin' with the homeboys, fam and of course my lovely girlfriend. Welllllll I just got my progress report today. It's decent you know? 3 A's 2 B's 2 C's and a fucking E -___- like that just fucked up my day. I mean English and Trig I can catch up in honestly but an E? In CAD? I do all my work and shit but he calls my shit "careless" WOOOOOW. But then again it's only progress reports I don't wanna spazz out. Yet. Lol. But yeah it's been going pretty good actually, better than I thought it would be haha. It's pretty much the same shit but different day. Huyy, new friends? LOL I kinda like my random ass group of ours. I mean me, Ryan, Jared, Nick is the usual then just throw in some random ass people in there and we finna head out lmao. It's kinda cool actually like our own little "wolfpack" from The Hangover LMFAO! Hella funny though. We always talk about being garbage men or some weird ass shit that makes my day haha. Can't ask for a better group though haha. But I just wish I could keep in contact with all my long distance buddies. I miss the talks we had. And they were always there for me you know? And then now since everyone is busy including me, it's different. Sucks a lot. Hmmm well that's it about that on that haha. OH and they finna do something for my birthday too? LMFAO! It's like ganna be the gayest shit haha. I don't know though until I find out lol. Oh..yeah....speaking of that my birthday is on the 15th xD. Another year older though ;[ It's ganna suck. I mean I'm ALREADY turning 17 you know? Like I still remember when I turned 13 LOL Too fast too fast for me. But yeah my mom was planning to throw a party for me too. On Saturday? With like a whole bunch of old heads and shit so I can "get more money" LMFAO fuck outta here with that shit. Bettuh gimmy mah $$$ bish LOL but I doubt it. Greedy ass Asian people these days. Haha. Everything is straight with the fam though. Except my mom....she's been a mad bitch ever since I came back Thanksgiving Break? Like wow honestly. WOW. It's aight though I guess, it's not like I haven't been through that shit before. At least I got Kam sayin' Gucci LOL. Shit....can't wait til he grows up though haha. Well enough of all that haha. Let's get started on something new that I haven't been talking about much, like my babygirl ;). Lol she is AMAZING. Point, blank, period. Lol like she practically knows me by now. Even what I'm ganna say next and stuff blah LOL But we've been talking lately and everytime we do I just wanna like cry....I miss you so bad ;[ Like ahhhhhh even when I write about this it's getting to me. Like I just don't want her to loose feelings for me you know? Like yeah I know for a fact 100% it's ganna be hard as shit going through this. But pain is love and love is pain. I'd go through anything just to be with her. And I know she's willing to too. But still you know? I guess I'm just kinda scared. Like this love is too good to let go of. I just want her to stay cause she's better than the rest to me. Like I love her to death. She's my top priority. She's my everything now. My life. I'm in love with her. There's nothing much left to say. So I'm just ganna cut it off from here yeah? Lol sounds like hella emotional but yeah haha. I'm about to go do something else LOL but yeah. Fakes and two faces are out. Exs are out. Haters are out. So are the bitches and hoes. New me? About to be a new year? Let's spark haha. Nothing but the G.O.O.DLife from now on. Feel me? I'll hop back on this soon hopefully. Duece.